i was experiencing my hearing and sight in an odd fashion earlier. they were working sort of separate from each other but it wasn't like one was delayed. t'was a familiar sensation i only have had a half dozen times. they were all when i was altered, so it's unexplainable for the new incident ( Read more... )

doctors made me shove something up my sphnicter to make me stop throwing up. najjjiiaa is a bitch. ass-pills make you the bitch.

recovery has been tough, i'm still swollen and numb on half my face. but hey at least i can swallow liquids now!

they have me on so many drugs i can barely twist off a blistex cap.

i returned from georgia about 3 hours ago, started cleaning my room, then got all my new pics of the family uploaded ( Read more... )

well my father's mother died last night in her sleep, so there will probably be a wednesday funeral, meaning i'll go to georgia on tuesday or so. i'm pretty upset, not really for my loss, but just in general. i don't know her too well, my dad said she changed when my granddad died 12 years ago, so i was still too young to know the "real" her. i ( Read more... )

hokay so lyk, i've made 800 dollars in teh past two weeks, and i cant use any of it. i'm glad senior pictures are over with, i was stressing out about them. i felt ridiculous in that drape. especially having ellie put on my lip gloss since i couldnt reach my own mouf ( Read more... )

i just got back from out of town. i really hate it here and i havent had a new incident to force this feeling. there was this kinda big woman on the plane, diagnol from me, and it was hard for her to get her seatbelt on...then i noticed her eating some low fat/low cal snack and she didnt have a wedding ring, she was like mid to late 30s too. i just ( Read more... )

ok so for some reason a lot of these guys think im some huge slut that'll fuck em whenever. because i look like a slut, obviously...heres the list of the last week ( Read more... )

somehow i managed to scratch the fingerprint part of my pinkie and also puncture the middle of my palm...how christian of me. anyways i didnt know one could scratch the top of one's pinkie. i dont know where i got these, at any rate ( Read more... )

my world has crashed and then collapsed upon itself causing a blackhole to form in which everything else that can go wrong is being sucked in ( Read more... )

its ap exam week and i want to kill myself. well exams are just half the shit..but right now i have to study for spanish tomorrow and they say foreign language exams are the worse because u have to know about an entire language to get by...where as in calculus for instance u have one book (not even the whole thing) to learn specific defined things ( Read more... )