rocky horror tomorrow with ally & christine...!!! :)

stage fright:
what is my deal? haha why cant i just man up and fucking do it. i have nerves like noone ive ever met. i feel like im eleventeen... and i have a crush on a boy and i cant even hangout with him sigh i cant win.

sometimes i just feel as if im asking for to much.
but when i think about it, what im asking for is just to simple. is it something that im doing wrong?

on a side note:
i need to go to portland to see ally
i need to see holly & get her a birthday present
need to quit smoking&&&being naive

starting off with bad news, the cat that i found and took in; had to be put down :( he got hit by a car and broke his jaw. come to find out he had feline aids. i put him down on thursday,i've never been so upset about a pet. so i got jack tested just to make sure that he hadnt gotten infected and he didnt, so i got a kitten on tuesday. its the ( Read more... )

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