Each day my phone rings less and less.
Each day I am less included in thiings.
Each day I get smaller and smaller and eventually I'll just disappear,

and you wont even notice or care.

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i think i have lived up to my word ( Read more... )

everything has been going good ive been really happy and i dont even know why. i love staying home. i worked with adam last night, hes pretty much amazing. he makes me laugh so hard. hes hopefully going to call my cell this week. chilllllllfest.

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You always enjoyed the fog, something concealed and disguised the nature of the things around you. Peoples faces are lost through the thickness of the night. The only moments you felt like your eyes were closed, but you saw through everything. The darkness eases you. While the light makes you feel pressured to give in and sit down against a chair, ( Read more... )

and then someone asked me why i revolved around you
i said, i did no such thing
all i was..was in love
oh but they wouldn't understand
which was fine
we thought it was fine
it was fine, we didn't ask anyone too

It's ritual before he leaves, we have a sweet goodbye, and we never are ready for it. He just holds me and says "you're beautiful okay?" and it sounds different and new each time. You don't get used to being speechless each time he talks. Because his words paint a scenery where hope is never lost.& he does this thing, where he strokes your hair, ( Read more... )

im sick.
my head feels like theres a big balloon inside of it.
i look like shit.
it's amazing.
this is the first time i've been sick in like a year.
of course, it's on a weekend.
someone nurse me back to health.
or tell me what i should take/drink/eat/do to get better.

tonight im going to see peter pan, the play i guess.
im kind of excited haha.
im in love with disney movies.
i guess this girl gym girl or something is playing peter.

today my cos teacher had to be carried out of school by a stretcher.
i think she had a heart attack.
happy friday the 13th everyone :>

you pretty much can't rely on boys these days for anything.
just another wasted night sitting home.
future note to all of my friends ;
do not ditch me. ever. you will regret it,
and ill basically never think the same of you again.

way to fuck up early.