some girl on my floor is singing Jewel's "Foolish Games" so loudly and off-key I can hear her all the way down the hall, with my door closed and the fan running.  and she doesn't sing it just once.  she has the damned song on repeat.  so she gets to sing it again and again and again and again and a-fucking-gain.

it's painful.  physically painful.

I ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be writing a HUGE (and final) history paper, but I just can't seem to focus. it's killing me. I'm supposed to be writing this huge thesis paper on JFK and his assassination, etc, etc. my mind won't shut up and stay on task though. stupid stupid head.

anyway. I've signed up for classes for next semester. I'm taking classes on ( Read more... )

boy have I been in a funk lately. I need something exciting to snap me right out of it.

and I should be studying right now, but I don't feel like it.

( soooo bored )

worst weekend ever.  I hate that things went the way they did.

that whole party was horrendous.  and that is the last way I'll remember seeing one of my best friends before she leaves and her family moves.

it fucking sucks.

so I've totally been anti-social lately (as in not wanting to talk to people. not the personality disorder). I'm just so tired of... well, people. I'm tired of a lot of things, actually. but that is neither here nor there....

now to fill you in on my general goings-on and such.

last week was (blessedly) short because I had about a million ( Read more... )

so Hall-o-de-ween is coming up soon.  I'm pretty excited about it, I'm not gonna lie.

for whatever reason, I usually end up being a man on Halloween.  I don't know what that's about....  actually, whenever there is a costume required I seem to end up a dude.

ex. Francisca's birthday party was a costume party, and I went with my brother as the ( Read more... )

oh!  on a much (much) happier note...

so I talked it over with my parents and they've agreed to let me take a gap year!!!!

I wanted to take one before I started college, but it just didn't pan out.  but I've always wanted to take time off and live in Europe or somewhere for awhile.

and they finally said they were down!

so now all I have to do is come ( Read more... )

I'm wicked confused about....well, everything, really ( Read more... )

I'm currently eating my weight in candy corn. those things are so digustingly sugary I kind of want to hurl.  but I can't stop eating... it's like some sort of disease or weird compulsion or something...

maybe they drug them!

anyway... lovely day out today, don't you think?

oh!  and my european history prof actually showed up today!  this is the.. ( Read more... )

dear me, I'm craving ice cream something fierce right now... alas, all I have are granola bars.  why the fuck did I buy granola bars?!?

le sigh

( that's the stuff )