so im in steffs project

and i need to find a boy to be in it with me

who doesnt mind holding my hand and fake kissing me....
or real lol

any takers....

*and she smiles*

muchlove
alesha

so im tired

and this weekend was ok

i wish we could go back to being strangers

saw the grudge, is sucked like woah
also saw people i love and miss dearly today
i think it made my life

but why cant he just swallow his pride, deal with his emotions, and leave all those bad times behind us
and just be my friend

we'll see how this week goes

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so this is  >hot<

tody went suprisingly well

this weekend was nice
i got to talk to someone i dont get to see
and to someone i talk to to often
i hung out at the mall with a lovely old friend
met his amusing friends, and intruiged greatly by one

"Hold her in your right hand.
And guide her safely home.
Brush away all the thorns.
Find all the ( Read more... )

only the weather was wonderful this week

i sit in the soft porclien sand
watching the waves break on the shore
the sweet salt air fills my lungs
as i wait for eternity to take me
dark clouds start to roll over the stars
and in the distance i hear the soft thunder
i lay back in the sand
and let the cool rain softly hit my beaten face
lightning starts to ( Read more... )

the weather today was simply beautiful.....

and this weekend crazy
i actually attented the footbal game
it was fun
until the end
after everyone left, things happend
and i sat on the curb, waiting for my ride
and just cried
how pathetic

i miss bestfriends, that hold my hand

things seem surreal right now
i would have never would have imagined it ( Read more... )

i love my dress

"Can you feel me now
I am stronger
I am no longer overcome
I am overjoyed
All the doubters surround me
And their whispers astound me
And I think I hear my name"

these past weeks have been astoundingly stressful
and i think im an insomniac

we'll jump in the car
drive till we hit the ocean
get caught in the rain
and dance in the ( Read more... )

today just didnt feel right.....

i havent written in forever, whats wrong with me

biting her lip
such a habit
stomach in knots
and she just wait

*and she smiles*

muchLove
Alesha

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Darling do you remember when i did it so bad. My whole arm burned, and i didnt know what to do. You found me cradled in the bathroom corner. You hugged me, and talked with such tenderness.You cleaned up the bloody mess, you actually touched me. You held me hand, and led me to my mother. You stayed until i was alright. You the only person who would ( Read more... )