im done with this journal

maybe ill give you my new one slut

last night was fantastic

"she was a disgusting piece
thats little brainless boys follow
for quick kisses
and cheap thrills
her light pink hair danced in the wind
while her cheeks flush a deep red
her black and blue fingers
that always manage to find your skin
now tangled in a mess of red hair
she'll lick those dark lips
the taste of you just barely there
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grime and glitter in her hair, howstunning
but those 3 inch cuts
distract you beauitful brown eyes, from her face
with dripping mascara, and sticky electric blue on her fluttering lids
biting her lip
she'll turn you with her bare beaten back
with the scent of cigarettes, and nail marks on her skin- ac

i need some decent sleep...

these weeks have ( Read more... )

so i wanna change my picture, but i dont know how, and steff isnt online to do it for me
ughh

so isnt lovely how i have no real person close to me at the moment
all the people i had left and screwd me over
i should just stop trusting

im rather in a pissed off mood
as you can tell
your probably wondering what the hell happend to bring this all about
well
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"theres this really great guy..."

friday was a little too nice
but the rest was stupid
i cant wait for the weeks to come

"My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand"
im still scared

*and she smiles*

"she never says goodbye"
  "always goodnight"

muchlove
alesha

isnt crazy how fast things change?

i need someone here with me fast
before this perfect nightmare
rips me up again
i know i cant do it on my own this time
this perfect nightmare, this perfect past
is ripping me apart again.

i dont think you know im scared

so the weekend was absolutley amazing
and today sucked
is ( Read more... )

oh, and shes a classic disaster

wow things have bee weird lately
and im torn

had the best two conversations last night
whoa was i pathetic
but leaving a message on your voicemail
hysterically crying, and talking about horesback riding
can be extremely thereputic (spel?)

"I'll tell you flat out, It hurts so much to think of this
So from my ( Read more... )

oh you stupid boys
you dont know what your getting yourselves into...

"You make it seem like it was yesterday.
But we've come a long way out of the rain.
Can't seem to figure out what happens after this.
Why can't I?
Why must you say I made a mess of things?
I won't believe it.
Tonight feels right like I'm dancing on air.
I'll make it right, I'll ( Read more... )

oh darling
look i think i found someone new
are you jealous

i cut my hair yet again

i love brazil

copelands coming
heck freakin yes

"the windows down
with the wind brushinthrough my hair
carrying all those fears away
all my worries are cast upon the never ending highway
and sky
your hand upon mine
and you glance at me with those eyes
oh how i wish ( Read more... )

and you have no idea what you did to me.....

There is hope for us
There is distance between you and I
We have just enough
And it comes as no surprise.....
im begining to doubt it

your so pathetic....
i dont need you anymore
but you know with every part of you
you still need me
but this time darling
i wont to be there

you've played with my ( Read more... )