I'M SICK OF LYING THIS IS RETARDED! I'm so not over Mark. & I'm lying to people. & I'm breaking people's hearts. & I'm using people. & I just want to be okay with it. I don't think it's that I'm not over Mark. I can talk to him & not get upset but when I see him talking to my friends it pisses me off. I compare EVERYONE to him. THIS IS SICK & ( Read more... )

me&adam are guna go out! :] i'm really excited because i like him lots.

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How I'm feeling right now: Empty. Passive, angry, like no one gets it, like no one understands, lonely, hungry, ugly, unlovable, unhappy, bored, tired, undramatic, unbeautiful, like a whole thesaurus full of synonyms of "ugly life ( Read more... )

so it's been a really weird week. I don't know what I'd do without Maria. I hate a lot of my old friends, Alicia's changed. Everyone's gone off & got all different. I'm very happy it's summer but I cry during gym everyday. Well, it's Maria's birthday this weekend! I'm so excited for her! She's getting old finally.<3 Love you girl.

SO I've spent months&stuff & I have not posted anything in forever. Sad as it is, me & Mark broke up around my birthday, which by the way, my birthday was an extremely happy weekend for me! I had so much fun! My summer's awesome, I've met someone I really like a lot, and thanks to Maria & Erik & all of the new people I love [I decided I really ( Read more... )

I'VE OFFICIALLY LOST LIKE, 10 POUNDS!!
WOOHOOO!

I've eaten out every night for the last two weeks. So, Spring Break. I went to Toronto-it's fabulous I want to live there. I want to live there & become an actress. This is all wishfull thinking but a girl could hope. I absolutely love Canada & Canadians. It's all just beautiful.
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*(@)*($)%*@()*@!#(#@!* freakin weekends.
how boring.
went out with jess.
went out with mark.
went out with mom & grandpa
GOT THE RASCAL FLATTS CD/TICKETS
i'm pumped. about a country show. months away.
oh well.
details?
maybe later. i'm dying my hair right now.
blonde.
woohoo.
bye.

Hi! It's before school & I'm really peppyhyperwahwahwah. Me & Maria made plans to watch the new season of Degrassi which is fun because those are two things I miss a lot in my life! Especially since Mark works on Fridays, so now I have a date. Yesterday I went home sick because I had a low temperature but I was sweating, and I felt REALLY sick to ( Read more... )

i haven't written so I thought I'd tell everyone about my weekend starting the end of the day Friday ( Read more... )