It's been so long since I've cried that hard...

And thats what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head.
And thats what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head.

Its the way that he makes you feel.
Its the way that he kisses you.
Its the way that he makes you fall in love.

So I for Halloween we're all going out to the 90's, a gay club, and I guess theres gonna be a big costume party or theme thing. So I thought of going as something a lil out of the ordinary...what you may ask...a premature ejaculation. Yeah gross, but all the costume consits of is a pair of pants. Nothing else. No shirt, socks, nothing but a ( Read more... )

I found out that guy I fooled around with is just your average FUCKING player. I really havet talked to him since the last time I saw him (which was before school) and thought maybe Id atleast go out on another date or something with him. But now I know this and I feel so ripped off that he was the first guy I did anything with and so sad at the ( Read more... )

"Just a little bit stronger, just a little bit wiser, just a little less needy and maybe id get there. Just a little bit pretty, just a little more aware, just a little bit thinner and mayb id get there."

NEW favorite song...but WHO SINGS IT?!

Im SO bored! Lately I havent done anything fun or ammusing. I sat around all weekend infected with mono and strep (actually the strep seems to be gone) while my friends went up to the cities for the usual weekend party. One thing I can look forward to is this up coming weekend when I'll be in my cousin's wedding as an usher. Its not a big part ( Read more... )

Ill be jumping out of a plane pretty soon...yeah skydiving. Im SO EXCITED. I'll be jumping without a person attached to me but will have some cord attached to my shoot and the plane open the shoot when I get so far from the plane (this type of skydiving has a name but I cant remember it). Anyways the ironicly twisted part of this is that I'll be ( Read more... )

So Im meeting up again with the guy I fooled around with that one night on Wed. and am gonna stay with him thursday and friday. Im a lil worried as whats gonna happen cause i know if something does ill get even more attached. I dont know what to do...well i do, i shouldnt mess around with him anymore so i dont get attached to him anymore than i ( Read more... )

The Robin Williams HBO Special is one of the funniest shows I have ever seen. Obviously I watched it today and started crying cause it was SO funny, especially when he gets on the subjet of golf. I suggest that everyone sees it. (plus he says fuck a lot...ha)

TODAY I started to look at appartments...yay! Hopefully Ill get the stuido style loft above the Main Street Cafe (it kicks ass). But theres only four of them, two which are already taken, and theyre one of the most popular and hardest places to get in campus housing. Otherwise it might be another year at the folks...