take a deep breath, and don't let go.

Jul 02, 2005 18:59

so. maki's left. i don't know what to say. she's going to crossroads. and it sounded like she was joining a fucking cult. i'm so scared for her. so scared. and. she can't have any "outside" friends. that's all i have to say on that. that's not true, but i can't say what i want to say. last night. when she told us. i had the same feeling i'd have if ( Read more... )

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____pianoisland July 3 2005, 02:31:58 UTC
i wish i could play with you all on the 4th.
but unfortunately; ive already got planzzz.

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ohsotypical July 3 2005, 22:05:20 UTC
that's funny. i just asked you that. hrm.
stefanie.

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anonymous July 3 2005, 03:11:27 UTC
im so ashamed to hear what you have been doing with your life, and i don't know why.

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ohsotypical July 3 2005, 20:49:22 UTC
perhaps that's because you're not living it. i don't know who you are. but if you actually know me at all, you wouldn't be so ashamed. i'm a strange individual. and my life works for someone like me. not for most. but for someone like me. once again. message to all. keep your comments and feelings out of what i'm doing unless you completely understand it.
stefanie.

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jaded_dreamers July 4 2005, 16:19:57 UTC
Boy of yours? Huh.
Don't worry none. I just got my throat cut open. I'm fine, it doesn't even hurt.
Crossroads is a cult. I've known upwards of ten folk who have been in and out of there. And yeah, it can be a bit scary to watch. Oh well.
I tried calling. I guess you don't have a phone again.
Take it.
Brndon (long story on the missing A)

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ohsotypical July 5 2005, 13:46:42 UTC
yes, boy of mine. i didn't want to spoil his identity, i'm not positive as to why. i've been referring to him as this for a while, why the sudden interest now?
how am i not supposed to worry when you are cutting yourself open like you have had 8 years of training? hm?
i know many a person that's come out of crossroads, although i didn't know it until now. the ones who are still sane don't talk about it, and i didn't even know they had gone until they heard of my dilemna. and then the stories came out. the god awful stories.
i have a phone, just no battery. it's somewhere in maki's car, so i'll have to find a time when she's not home to look for it.
leave it.
stefanie. (there's still an a.)

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