Just to let you all know, I slammed my car into a light post at 80 miles an hour. So. If you want to see me, you'll have to come to me. Oh, and since the car was impounded, I wasn't able to get my phone charger out of the car. So that means no phone, too. If you need to talk to me, you can just e-mail me at work, that's the easiest way. shudson@ ( Read more... )

Well. Just to let Cate know, since i NEVER get to talk to her anymore, there's been a lot more than sex and drugs. Actually, there's been no sex, really. Drugs on the other hand, well, it was an interesting week ( Read more... )

so. this has been an interesting memorial day weekend. nikki, david, matt, corey, ryan, and i all went to the femme fatality/ the beautifuls/ adam panic/ peachcake/ some really shitty band show. the guys from peachcake and adam panic asked where i could get them some kind. which started a nice little friendship. i got some for them. then we ( Read more... )

one more to add to the fuck list.

fuck you for making all my safest places unsafe.

why do i insist on trying?

anyway. i'm at katie's apartment right now. i finally fucking met jessica. what an awesome girl. ciara, jessica, and i are all rolling our eyes at how we've each made out with brandon. <3 and it was all when we were 16.

so. last night. i went out for drinks with patricia, tyler, mary ellen (the old lady that comes in for strawberry ice cream every day.), jessa (she's back from columbia <3), shannon (jessa's ex-girlfriend), and drew (what a nice man). they all decided to go out to caribbean something, some restaurant on olive, and have some more drinks. i just went ( Read more... )

fuck me for caring. fuck me for believing. fuck me for having my guard up. fuck me for letting it down. fuck flashbacks. fuck cheap sex. fuck my stomach ache. fuck me for breaking my phone against my windshield. fuck me for breaking radar detector against the passenger side window. fuck me for being an addict. of everything. fuck the mark on my ( Read more... )

last night/this morning was... i don't know. i'm going to avoid that subject all together ( Read more... )

so. today's been an interesting day? david, nikki, and i decided last night we were going to sleep in until 5 pm. that lasted until 11 am. nikki and i got up, and decided to go switch my sim card so i can finally have a phone, and then go to the grind. i brought 3 dollars with me so that all i could buy was my vanilla latte. we got to t-mobile, and ( Read more... )

sorry for the last post. i just can't help myself. you all know ( Read more... )

pickle toes.

pickle toes.

pickle toes.

pickle toes.

pickle toes.

pickle toes.

isn't that a jack johnson song? i miss you. i promise i can be normal for you. give me a few months. the mood swings will be stabilized.