I don't think anyone truly reads or writes here anymore ( Read more... )

I have been getting into a funk again. I just feel so bad all the time. I'm trying really hard to make more connections here and keep busy but sometimes it still gets to me. I want to have a stronger future and I know thats a stuggle for so many people right now but I just get worried that people don't understand my position. A lot of people here ( Read more... )

This turn in my life leaves me so unsure.

I'm not sure what to continue in school. I'm not sure what I want anymore in general. Its really hard living life without a reason.

Hi. Its been awhile. I have been trying not to go online ( Read more... )

I had something at work happen that I'm unsure how to deal with ( Read more... )

Oh hey. I'm alive again. I have been without internet for three months and I'm not sure how I survived but I guess it was a good adjustment.
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I lost my freelance due to my work mates.

No big deal. My school life may have been thrown under a bus. I'm not sure if I can move on in the program without a freelance...the lovely part is its due THIS Friday to the Department Chair.

Yesterday she said how lucky she was to have met me. Not only does she say this more then once...she looked me in the eyes and said it every time ( Read more... )