i feel dumb.

i don't really like the feeling right now.
earlier today i felt on top of the world.
and now i feel like i could cry.

i just feel so useless and nonentertaining or noninteresting
to my friends.

i'm trying to tell myself over and over
"just get through this week."
i'm gonna see my sister this weekend.
sleep over at her dorm on Saturday into ( Read more... )

my friends won't answer me online. 
i hate when my friends don't talk to
me and i know that they are alone.
because i feel that they are pissed 
or mad at me.

i wish i was on a plane to Venice right now.
i really do.

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Evey Hammond: [Voiceover, introduction] Remember, remember, the Fifth of November,/ The Gunpowder Treason and Plot... / I know of no reason/ Why the Gunpowder Treason should ever be forgot... But what of the man? I know his name was Guy Fawkes and I know, in 1605, he attempted to blow up the Houses of Parliament. But who was he really? What was he ( Read more... )

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It's all about endurance today. Can you sit through that boring meeting without falling asleep? Can you handle the traffic on your way home from work? Can you stick with your diet one more day? The answer to all of these questions is an enthusiastic yes. You have a big store of strength deep down inside of you, and you will need to dig it up today ( Read more... )

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hi.
i haven't updated in a while.

the topic of college is stressing me out.
my best friend is looking at a college that i would never have a chance at in a million years.
that depresses me.
but makes me happy for that friend.

i want to see:

-Half Nelson
-The Science of Sleep
-Little Children
-The US vs Lennon
-Children of Men

funny how no theatres near me ( Read more... )