So...I'm really up and down lately. I need to get over the past four months. I need to move on. He doesn't like me anymore. he just wants to be friends and that's IT. I should only think of him as a friend because that's all he wants to be ( Read more... )

Fuck.
I'd like to give hope another chance and say that I'm worth it...
but at the moment I feel like I'm not.

Gob: I've made a huge mistake.

Seriously, I think I've said that about 923849238479234792347938 times today.
But I really meant it. I wasn't quoting Gob.
Sigh.

My life is pretty crash-worthy at the moment. Family is getting to me. Getting to me bad. I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

hahahah this is why I don't listen to James Blunt anymore. I actually threw away his cd in London after I bought it...There's a song, Goodbye My Lover. It's beautiful. The first time I heard it I was when I was walking around Piccadilly Circus (London again). I went shopping on my own. I felt so lost...I didn't know what I was doing or where I ( Read more... )

I feel...like an idiot ( Read more... )

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I've had Kanye West stuck in my head. What is the world coming to ( Read more... )

OH ( Read more... )

sigh. happy new year ( Read more... )