hey mom,so i got a fish. ryan got him for me. i mean really it's both of ours. it's this beautiful light orange clown fish with white stripes and black markings, and when i look at him, i get so happy. i'd like to think it's the same kind of happy that you got with your plants. which, by the way, you know over the years i've thought about that ( Read more... )

CLOSURE IS A BEAUTIFUL THING. A BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL THING.
closure, clarity and making an ass of yourself. essentials to the life of jessica mcguire.
and i love it so so so much.

I'm realizing how this isn't a problem at all, because I don't want the 'right' person yet. In fact I would really like the right person to come along much later. Now I can stop all of my fussing.

I do everything I can not to put forward any argumentative statements, not to suggest any conflict, not to make you despise me even more; and not to slam you against a wall, touching every inch of you, not letting your lips move out of reach of mine. So far the only part I can say I've successfully accomplished is the last part, the part I wish I ( Read more... )

today is the perfect rainy day to let my chest ache over you and all i've done to you.

i see what's most important in your life. your priorities are more than clear to me.

you know when your heart aches because everything's changing and everything's either ending or starting fresh, but you aren't afraid at all? and regardless of whether or not you'll ever be ready for everything to change, you've got your head up looking straight ahead? and it aches because it's growing and getting stronger and wanting to break all ( Read more... )

i miss my little self, before everybody got really sick, before i realized how hurt the majority of the happy people really were, before i forgot about the excitement/anxious rush idea i had about love and learned what the real thing was like ( Read more... )

i'll tell you what ( Read more... )

i'm healthy. there are 1,001 kind hearted things i've been wanting to say, but don't. the nicer i am, the more i'm doing damage. the more i keep my mouth shut and show indifference, the more i see things get better for both myself and especially other people. the more i see growth. the nicer i am the more i feel like i'm out for the benefit and ( Read more... )