So, right now its 3:09 am and ive been up for hourrsss talking to my Ana on the internet, about everything you can think of! She finally got it through my head how not to be so self contious about myself, lets hope it works for more than a few days..but, i havent been listening to any depressing songs lately! i've been really happy, which is a plus ( Read more... )

so lifes been.....blah.

School: tons of tests, long boring days. what more to say.

Uh, i haven't written in a while really cuz my computer's been down, and plus i told myself i didnt want to go on aol anymore, because it only starts fights..but other than that, no one bothers to call me to see how i'm doing, so inevitably, i signed online today.

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School: actually went by really quickly..me and Emily were waiting for *someone* to come up and ask her out but he never did so she just *stared* the whole time..haha and then the rest of the school day i blanked out, blah..except for when this really hot guy winked at me..haha, i REMEMBER that part. and when someone like grabbed my thigh when i ( Read more... )

Well well well ...long time no write, huh?! I've been pretty  busy..from Cross Country, School, Homework, and ya know-chilaxxxxin. =] guess ill fill you in on my last few weeks..

Hmm, the other day Emily&Erich came over..we were playing soccer outside and my pants kept falling down..yeah, so that was ..interesting. we just chilled for a while then ( Read more... )

School: Its been pretty good this week..i got in trouble in my one class, though b/cme and Ana were texting during school & the teacher saw me.. 0=] nothing really worth writing about, but everyones really cool =]

Social Life: hmm..made a lot more, i forget if i wrote this in my last one but me & Ashley slept over @ Emily's the other day, it was ( Read more... )

Tonight:  Went to the football game w/ Courtney..it was pretty fun, except my back started hurting and i still feel sick, so..but we were like C.rA.Zy. we went over to the other side & some tall [college?, high school.?] guy leaned over and said really loud in my ear "your dads black" when i walked past him, and then i scraemed"my dads DEAD." i ( Read more... )

School: was pretty good

Feeling: I still feel really sick, i want it to stop.

On my mind: well, right now there's a lot of things on my mind. the thought of moving is still here, everything changing..its just hard, you would have to have experienced it to know what I mean.  Im very sick, i sit home all day and feel like puking, can't even sit up ( Read more... )

WELL...i thought i would make this because everybody has a "myspace" or "xanga'' so i thought i would be a little different =] and plus i need somehting to just write in every once ina while. no, i dont care if anyone looks at this..or reads this, beacuse again its MY journal..lol, so uh..heres my myspace and xanga if ya wanna check these out

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