I'm always complaining about having no creative outlet anymore. I really don't. I used to play piano for hours, paint pictures all day, go get coffee and draw people in coffee shops for hours. However, now none of this isn't really happening anymore. There is absolutely no room for a piano in my apartment. I don't really have the money to buy oils ( Read more... )

So tonight started out as uneventful. but ended up having an incredible night with incredible people. Ended up geting a nice meal and some beers with some friends. when we asked for our bill the waiter crumpled it up and said he lost it, and don't worry about. talk about hook ups. I'm going to boston tomorrow, it's been a short vacation but no ( Read more... )

I miss Katie so much that it hurts my insides and i feel like crawling up into a little ball and crying and wishing i was on her couch underneath my electric blanket watching qvc.
I love my girl.
I  have grown up a lot the past year. I've found my place in the world, I love boston, I love Northeastern. Starbucks isn't bad. I found the girl that I ( Read more... )

Consistency is not my strong point. Neither is decision making.

I am transfering to Northeastern this Fall. I am very apprehensive about being excited. I know it is a great school, however I just fear my lack of social skills will hold me back. It is very easy for someone like me to get lost in a crowd of thousands others who look exactly her. ( Read more... )

Last night, we decided to leave the city and head towards the mountains and the fresh air. We went to a house party in the Catskills. It was hickish and the party was 100% white trash. It made me miss good New Hampshire. It also reaffirmed my reasoning for getting out of Rochester, that life isn't for me ( Read more... )

Long time no write.

I did get into college. I'm going to Russell Sage College in Albany NY. I leave next Friday.

I'm excited to get the fuck out of New Hampshire. I hate it here. I feel like I am on a totally different level than every citizen in Rochester. Everyone here is so FAKE and shallow. I've had my heart broken too many times by people ( Read more... )

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I can't even feel pain, so it doesn't matter what any of you do to me.the only feeling i feel or sensation i get is numbness. Numbness of the mind, body and heart ( Read more... )

Out of pure curiosity, what is it about me that makes everyone want to hurt me so badly.

I would never hurt you.