fucking COCK ASS! im tired of feeling like this

my inner self is slowly dieing. idk how much longer i can hold one, and keep reviveing myself.

i feel like absolute shit. im just so sick of things being this way. id give anything to change things. i feel so weak and powerless right now it's not even funny. although the show was a great pain reliever, i still feel small. if it wasnt for christina being in my life oh believe me i would have given up LONG ago... i just cant stand being lonely ( Read more... )

Feng Shui Horoscope ( Read more... )

yeah... havent updated in a while, so ill start off with ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CHRISTINA. YOU MEAN SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH TO ME...<3<3<3

wow i like these results :)

last night i had sooooooooooo much fun talking to christina on the phone... i love talking to her.. she always makes me feel happy and as light as a feather..i love her so much... (if u read this christina) I MENT EVERYTHING I SAID TO YOU.. I SHALL FIND A WAY!!!!

crappy ass show ( Read more... )

yeah VERY GOOD weekend at that.
my highlights, not writing much

- got to talk to the mostwonderful, and beautiful girl in my world :) which is always a good thing. i love talking to her, it can always cheer me up no matter how down im feeling.
love you so much christina <3 ( Read more... )

im feeling down. and depressed, and this time i REALLY feel it. and it's really bad, because i have no clue on what could be the reason... idk...
<3Christina<3