things will change

I can't get this out of my head or out of my heart. Why do I let you get to me so much?

Orlando is still going. I can't say going well or going bad. It's kind of just going. I wake up everyday and it feels like I've been here a lifetime. It's nice to move away from home and be able to actually have it feel like home ( Read more... )

orlando rules.

she put up with so much ( Read more... )

i miss my grandmother. for no reason at all the pain of her being gone just rushed over my body and made me numb. i feel stuck to this chair, like i can't do anything else besides pick up my fingertips to write in this fucking pathetic thing. dom and kali are sleeeping, as well as jess. john is passed out in my bed, leaving me to sleep on the couch ( Read more... )

i like living in orlando. i haven't written in this thing in 4 months exactly. a lot has happened with me, some good, some bad. i'm living in a nice apartment with my best friends so i can't really complain. the people here are nice and there's something to do every night. i'm not drinking a lot, which is good because i thought i was going to be on ( Read more... )

On the night you left I came over, and we pealed the freckles from our shoulders.
Our brand new coats were so flush and pink,

And I knew your heart I couldn't win.

If you want to hangout and have some drinks at my place tonight, call me.

My journal is now going friends only. For good.

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