my own distructive behavior is going to kill me

I haven't updated in yeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaars ( Read more... )

WOOOH! school started......yay.. I miss summer track though. I can't wait till actual track season though! :-D WOOP!

HAH! I'm back from New Orleans! yes....it was fun but interesting. And Teenage boys are funny lol.

wow i never update this thing anymore ( Read more... )

people are retarded......including myself but people are retarded. It's a fuckign repeat of the last couple years again....Hahahahahahahaha oh fuck hahahahahaha

for a day i felt
and lifted all above me
for once my heart beat
instead of sitting there cold
then it stopped and all was dead
- Hannah allen

I watch them drown in front of me
but I'm tied to a tree
I see the pain in their face
The feeling of not being able to reach them kills me
I reach....
But I can't touch their hand
I yell their names but they can't hear me
I watched them drown,
and couldn't help them.
I watched a part of me die.-Hannah Allen

Just like a ceramic doll
sitting quaintly and uncontently on a shelf
I watch my world pass me by - Hannah Allen

self dicipline was never one of my greatest talents