Wow, I just looked at my journal and realized I haven't posted anything in almost two years.   What I have been doing is keeping a Gratitude Journal - I don't write in it every day, but it helps to remember to appreciate ... whatever I appreciate.  Interesting I think... I couldn't be in a better place than I am right now.  While looking back, I ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a long, long time since I've journaled. Friends tell me I really should do it. But, it's hard to delve into things I've always thought were better left alone. Okay. Here goes ( Read more... )

It seems as though spring is finally here to stay, which means beach and gardening weather at long last. I dug in the dirt yesterday for the first time in months and my garden will absolutely kick ass this summer. I have decided to let go .... let go of the things that bring me down in life and just not take everything so seriously. I have faced ( Read more... )

I wonder what it must be like to have only good things and good fortune happen in one's life. I know life is "what we make it", but sometimes that doesn't make disapointment easier to bear does it. I work just as hard to gain the sun as the next person, but for some reason everything turns to shit lately. Hmmmmm. I used to think that growing up ( Read more... )

Well, the beginning of another week. Yesterday was GREAT. I stayed home with Stella all day - worked (as usual) because I listed a great house on Saturday, which kept me from being able to go to the beach on that beautiful day... then I did laundry, and finished reading a really good book, "The Vacant Chair"- I highly recommend it for anyone with ( Read more... )

Well, Mercury is in retrograde again. I'm anticipating another difficult week for communicating. I'll have to stay on my toes so things don't pull be too much into the abyss. Last week had two good highlights and lots of tears shed on my part. I refuse to let that happen again ( Read more... )

Well, the show is over and it was a fabulous success! the place was packed and we made a bunch of money. all the women looked gorgeous - the food was great and looked great! all in all it was a good day. "that woman" was there when i arrived but was in her car leaving before i even got out of my car - so that was a good thing. she did a half- ( Read more... )

Today is the day - then I'll be free again from the stress of this event. Of course it's raining, windy and cold! But, with the support of all the other women, I anticipate a good day with a lot of money raised for the club. I'm feeling better about all the stuff that happened with "that 62 year old woman" - she definitely has issues that I can' ( Read more... )

Well, as I move forward with my life I begin to realize that I need an outlet for my thought processes - I'm going to try to use live journal, at least for while, to help me to sort out some things - maybe once I see some of the stuff that rolls around my head in writing, I will be able to use it effectively ( Read more... )