You my dear ( Read more... )

It is days like today that I lose faith in Spanish romances ( Read more... )

can't trust you as far as i can throw you.

stereo-static spoken word ( Read more... )

why can't i fucking date someone that has something in common with me?
fuck!
i hate feeling this stupid and small.
and it's not in that
overwhelming sense of knowledge from the other person
it's that kind of straight up this kid is condesending type. fuck this.
fuck that. and fuck the other.
i feel so small and defeated.

so fucking small.

I'm going to go back to how i was.
When I didn't give a fuck, and I didn't tolerate drama or stupid fucking boys/girls.
I'm going to be how i was.
I'm tired of this bullshit.
relationships are a bunch of bullshit fuck them.
or at least until i find the right person.
god damn

i miss you.
and i want you to be better.
i want you to be happy.
i know that you enjoy it, and i can't stand by you and watch you do this.
fuck it.
i want you to know i miss you brian.
you'll read this before i answer your phone calls.

i need to get the fuck out of here. fast ( Read more... )

i'm not anywhere near i wanted to be.
i'm at a loss of words.
and i don't like it.

who am i?
i can't find myself.

i need a real friend.
i mean i have real friends
and i love them, and my family. with all my heart.

but i want more.

something new but familiar.
i want to find something new in something old.

fuck it
i don't even know anymore