we came back from the nyc yesterday... i missed jackie and my moms' but i wasnt ready to leave. there was still alot more shopping that my little shopaholic heart didnt get to see. i felt like a big asshole because i never cry and i did when i left, it kills me to leave that place but im just not ready to live there yet. i dont want to leave my ( Read more... )

my child hood best friends dad just died from the flu. please everyone be careful. that family was the one of the closet families i have ever seen. it breaks my heart to think about it. i wanna be there and say i understand but i dont. i know if i were to lose my mother or my sister, the two who raised me; i would never get back to normal. another ( Read more... )

i got tattooed last night and holly shit, it was the worst feeling ever. i have two other big ones and this one is on the bak of my leg and i can barely walk today. it fucking kills. but it is the prettest thing i have ever seen. its a beautiful pin up girl with a blue bird and a horseshoe and lots of other things. thanks to an old friend, mike ( Read more... )

today is the anniversary of me and my ex. we were together for 6 years and i hate this day. i find myself missing him sometimes when i shouldn't. does anyone ever feel almost dumb for missing someone who ruined your life and is still ruining you life and always will? i hate being so forgiving. i wish i could be a bitch and hateful just so i can ( Read more... )

ok so i bought my boyfriend's son a gift for his b day. but he has 2 kids. i bought 2 presents.... so i should probably give one gift to each child so that way one doesnt feel left out. right?

holly shit, i just two acceptance letters, one from burningangel and the other from suicide girls. im stoked. i have been waiting for these letters and i can barely contain myself. im gonna go with suicide girls. they are much more tasteful.

i really have nothing to say today. but i do have lots to say its weird. im having issues with a person that i know from "work" that gets lots of money for child support and uses it on herself and her kids look like shit all the time. dirty as hell. i dont want to call social services on her because her kids are so sweet and i wouldnt want them to ( Read more... )

i had the worst day ever today. i work at a daycare, well my daycare closes at 630 and if parents are late to pick their kids up we have to clock out and charge the parent 1.00 per minute they're late. well this lady today,was 30 minutes late and when she got there didnt even apologize she just laughed and got rude. i just felt sooo bad for the ( Read more... )

i did nothing all day today, it made me mad at first like i slept my day away, but then i thought about it and came to the conclusion of who cares if i did nothing all day. i work my ass off all week and i think i should be able to sleep all day if i want to. what ever else i need to do i can do on monday when im off again. who cares about my ( Read more... )

i went to see gothica today. it was good. i didnt think it was going to be the way it was. it made me think though... how much do we really know the people were are close to and think we know so well? or husbands, wives, friends and relatives. its all kinda scary actually. i think its best if we dont know them as much as we really want to. like my ( Read more... )