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Got tickets to see David Usher in concert! 'Nuff said.
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dreaming of you...
I had a dream last night that Ben was proposing to me. Except he was never actually in my dream. I was out at some kind of park by water (a lake maybe?) with my family and some family friends (none of which I recognized) maybe having a bbq picnic or something. I remember missing Ben because he wasn't there and just watching the world go by until ( Read more... ) -
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Just got a text from Ben. He said he is so in love with me and that I'm incredible and that he doesn't want to lose me. My heart just exploded. I now know why taking chances is important. I'm happy that I decided to tell him that I love him. I think I can sleep now. -
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All it takes is one jealous ex-boyfriend to ruin my life. I really thought everything in my world would finally be alright because of Ben. We're perfect together. Then David had to call. I'm pretty sure he's just making shit up so he has an excuse to talk to me. Now Ben thinks I have all sorts of baggage and he doesn't want any part of it. He ( Read more... ) -
Happiness only real when shared...
Today was a perfect tribute to Chris McCandless's words, "happiness only real when shared". Ben and I spent the entire day up north exploring, hiking, and just being together. It is definitely in my top 5 happiest days. What originally looked like a bleak and rainy day turned out to be a beautiful sunny day for being outdoors. We figured we ( Read more... ) -
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I'm officially NOT sure where Ben and I sit in terms of whether or not we're in a relationship. It sounds a lot like we're just dating, but I guess that's ok too. No sense rushing in to things I suppose. Ben picked me up after work and we spent about four hours just lying on his bed cuddling, talking, and staring at each other. I know that ( Read more... ) -
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Kawartha Dairy??? I'm on it!
So I got a text message from Ben this afternoon and it said, "Hey you, me and kawartha dairy sometime perhaps? Mmm". I think I pretty much squealed...and I was at work...AND there was a customer there. Wow, embarrassing and OH SO EXCITING!!!! Does that sound like a date to anyone else? Ha ha, ice cream date - that's actually very cute of him ( Read more... ) -
My little piece of Heaven
So I just spent several hours hanging out at Ben's again, and it was great :) Like last time we spent the night talking and talking and talking - this time with the tv on. CP24 provided a couple topics but we always ended up veering away from those anyways. He's becoming much more comfortable with me, and it's obvious because he'll actually ( Read more... ) -
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So I've never actually made the first move on a guy, ever, in my life. What's an appropriate length of time to wait before I call on Ben again??? I can't stop thinking about him. I just want to chill on his couch with him and talk again. But for ever longer this time. I hate how time has been passing so quickly lately - too quickly even. ( Read more... )