Just stay with me, lay with me...

[okah123]

Sorry guys. I've been in a bit of a depression lately, both figuratively and literally I guess. I mean I can't say I wasn't...expecting him to come back, but he did, as ya'll know from reading Zac's entry. It fucking sucked, as usual. He talked to me when he was doing it...trying to drive me fucking insane. "So Avery, what are you thinking? Who are

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[_xonikkiox_]

thanks ave. and im glad your back. its nice to have you back again hun! <3

im so sorry

[doinitwitrythem]

Avery I'm just...god i'm so sorry, I failed you, I failed you so bad this time and this time it's unforgiveable, I can't give you your pride back, your dignity, your identity just as I couldn't stop it.I fuckin..I should have been ready, I told myself I could protect u and would but I underestimated Dad and how fucking unstoppable he is when he really fucking wants something,it was...it was scary.I was scared too but not nearly as scared as you Avery.I never thought I'd have to see you like that, never in my wildest dreams was I prepaired to see that sight nor will I ever be Avery, i'm just so sorry I had to see you like that..it should have never happened, I should have taken better care of you.I'm so sorry,im so so sorry.I love you Avery and you are the strongest girl I know to have taken on what you have and to still be here and such a beautiful person inside.

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[zacsdreamgirlkt]

God damnit Zac quit your fucking I'm sorry trips for once in your fucking life. Do you have any idea how sick everyone is of fucking hearing that. You could'nt save her get over it nobody could. Yall should have killed walker when you guys had the chance but you did'nt and taylor and his dumbass ideas that walker had changed if anything everythings all his fault. Quit kissing her ass.

Avery I love you and if you need me i'm here for ya babe*hugs*

Kate

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[doinitwitrythem]

She's my fucking sister for fuck sakes Kate, shit! Have a little decency. What the hell is a matter with you, you know damn well you'd be the same way if the shoe was on the other foot.So maybe I care about her,so what?Shit, i couldnt say sorry enough. It's NOT taylors fault and don't you EVER say that damn it Kate, you KNOW that he's fucking blaming everything on himself as it is, either that or he dont have any fucking cares in the world at all Kate and then you come up with off the wall shit like this and it doesn't help one single bit.Now god damn it, I don't want to fight, I dont want to be an asshole but please learn to have a little more respect and decency for other people's feelings.We all are grieving,doesn't mean suddenly your heart has to turn to stone.Its NOT called kissing her ass..its called SUPPORT Kathryn...support.You cant expect me to forget about MY family just because WE have a family of our own, the family exstends to outside of you and the kids as well