Wondering, wondering, wondering...

[okah123]

As i sit here, watching Juliet i wonder about Taylor, yeah, Taylor, he is so hard n himself, he can't seem to see the wonderful man he is and that makes insane. All he does is say bad things, act like he is a monster, when he is not. He knows that, he is the sweetest guy but had been so hurt, I feel sorry for him, for us, the wrong place in the

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[doinitwitrythem]

I never blamed Tay for anything Avery and I just want you to know that, because for some reason he don't seem to trust that I don't and never did. Fuck, I miss him as much as you do,only...I LOVE him but am not IN love with him, you know? And sure it's very un-natural and frowned upon...but still...I get it Avery,I accept it.Your definitely a self -esteem upper when it comes to him.Shit, seriously, not all of us have someone like that to do that for us whenever we forget our worth...hell Kate just kicks me while im down, tells me how right I am about how much i'm at fault for and messed up,etc it's just great, really *sarcasm*.Oh well, your a good kid Ave,chin up doll.

[tj_h]

You know wat?! if u shut up about kate for one second you'll realise your doing the same thing. You putting her down to her family and friends. Your making her worth shit. And god you know she's worth more than that. sorry dude just telling you as it is......have a nice life seeing you DON'T want me in it

[doinitwitrythem]

The fuck with those assumptions.Hey I got an idea, you two get together?You both like to assume and plus you both think that I am the one thats in the wrong and she's mrs.Do-no-wrong because she divorced me.=0). Just an idea for you.But I dont know where I said I dont want you in my life?Hmm guess i'll have to go back and read over my words huh man?Haha

[tj_h]

hey i'm jsut chucking a you and READING things that aren't there

[doinitwitrythem]

Ave hey hows it going?Yeah I know what you mean but yeah, I dont know.I've just been a fuckin asshole blaming everyone about everything lately and its fucked and I feel bad and right now all I can think about is my little baby girl that is in there fighting for her life, Kate healing up,Natalie's and my marriage making it through, Nats and my baby making it fine, you and ur baby boy making it fine as you hope so badly for, and you being okay since ur fuckin living with dad, im seriously fuckin worried too, I mean seriously.Avery he hurt you so bad and it kills me I love you and you know it, ur not a burden to me and you know that. I love you.*gives a quick peck and a warm smile*