i'm here. i am actually here.. in buffalo.. in my dorm room.. sitting on my new bed (that very much resembles my nysssa bed.. same bedding).. looking around.. and trying to remember to breathe.
wow. i actually did it. i'm out of lindenhurst. and when i go back.. it'll never be the same. i made it.
i hate going to the doctors. it's not that i hate the doctors themselves or the profession of doctors or the office or the nurses or the rubber gloves or anything like that. i hate going because i NEVER get good news when i leave there. NEVER
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