I made a special playlist for Valentine's day yesterday and listened to it all yesterday, i'm still listening to it. it's rul good. It has nice songs to cut yourself to, then rock back and forth with your knees to your chest until you get tired of asking god why you are a lone and fall asleep... or something. One of my roommates has a boyfriend, ( Read more... )

FUCK

the discovery chanel is SO cool! I have never watched it before and i should have. Today i watched a show about aliens and it was awesome. and i just missed one about the tectonic plates. I wish i didn't because it looked really interesting from what I saw. And right now i'm watching "the naked truth" about the sun. Maybe i should be a natural ( Read more... )

Don't you love how .when you think you had an awesome audition... no I mean it. like a wonderful kick-ass why can't i do it like this everytime audition... you don't make the cast. Cuase i love it . I love it so much. You know what i love even more? When the people who didn't cast you live right down the hall becuase you live in a fucking jounior ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. I had one class, I had a meeting with my academic advisor, and I ate the best lunch i've had here yet. Yeah i guess food makes me happy haha. And I ate it outside cause it was a beautiful day. With a friend that i hadn't seen since friday , and in college time that is a long time. and it's my roommates birthday so we are going ( Read more... )

Okay, so here's the thing. I'm in college. I have made friends, and they are nice. but i don't think that i would choose them if i had a choice. I have a choice... i'm just afraid to be selective. They are really nice. but i feel it's a little fake. But i'm being fake too. today everyone is asking me if i'm okay. Which leads me to believe i'm not. ( Read more... )

i dont want to go to prom there are more negatives than positives

i hate people in general

today i was in such a bad mood that it ruined a play for me, that pissed me off even more

i do not know any dances in my recital... it's gonna suck

i hate haiku

i got an e mail from my french girl.
her name is julia
she is a belly dancer
she has a younger brother who likes to sing and write raps
she enjoys going to the discotheques with her friends...
i'm super psyched

Well this was a weekend. It was kind of nice, actually. And it was kinda crazy. I know entirely too too much about Lawrence, and the sluts that he hangs out with. But it isn't his fault ... it's another case of a boobala being seduced. Will was moderately coherent the entire weekend (the part that was spent with us). My Uncle was freaking ANNOYING ( Read more... )

i'm worried about next weekend. My aunt is crazy. she has spoken in tongues and stood on a soapbox. my mom came back fro a weekend there. Apparently emminem is going to lead the youth of today to see the lord? My dad used to belong to an Evangelical church and wear a wooden crossaround his neck, tied with a leather string. Now he says that people ( Read more... )