So I really should write more even though no one every really read my entries. I think it would help me sort out my thoughts better. However some body might think that I'm mad or crazy, which could be true. But crazy thoughts just pop into my head sometimes. For instance, I was sitting and thinking and surfing the web and I was like why do I feel ( Read more... )

So...yeeeaah... Its Friday and that mean just a half days of work tomorrow. I wish I didn't have to work on the weekends at all, but thats my life. Yep that is about all. I get to see Emily tomorrow and that good. The Super Bowl is Sunday and thats good. Yep...

I'm out.

So there isn't much to say about today. It snowed, it rained, and that's about it. I got up and went to work like any other day, even though I was hoping I wouldn't have to. I guess in a way to day was a little disappointing. There was lots of hype about the weather and in the end the world shut down for nothing. Well, the rest of the world did ( Read more... )

So its been awhile. Well Its not like there was much to write. Life is going. I'm breathing. I'm working. So its clear to see that I'm not dead which is a positive sign. I just that I should write but all my good ideas have gone out the door. So I'll keep it short and leave you some lyrics to the song I'm listening to now ( Read more... )

So nothing big happen today. However, I discovered the joy of fruity loops. That's a sure fire way to waste time or to become a musical genius. I'm think I didn't became the latter today. None the less fun was had today.

You know I really don't feel like writing now but I hoping this will lessen the thoughts floating in my head. *sigh and other whatever noises* I don't know but it is weird how you can be up and then fall without any real reason. It's weird, I guess, because I just feel defeated more than any thing. Do you ever feel defeated? Do you ever feel ( Read more... )

Sometime I wish I could share my problems but I'm fearful. What if I share my problems and it changes everything you think about me. Plus I really don't want you to "see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been". Would you hate me for who I've been? Would you love me and help? Would it change the way you see me but what if its for the better. ( Read more... )

So I've been listening to the Newsboys' Adoration CD , which is quite good. I've just been rolling the windows down, turning up the stereo and cruising. During this very peaceful time I have been thinking and really listening to the lyrics. The biggest revelation or rediscovery of truth is that despite myself GOD is good. Despite my problems, ( Read more... )

So, I'm not pissed off at anybody. I just wish cock roaches would DIIIEEEEE!!!!. There is almost nothing in the world that I hate more than those spawns of the devil. I wouldn't normally be up in arms over the thought of them but I spotted 3 of them to night in different places around my house or yard. Whats up with that. I hardly see any so to ( Read more... )

Its Labor Day and I personally think it's a funny day. The one special day of the year that you're not to work is called Labor Day. Well, I guess that's besides the point because the real point is that today has been like many other. Nothing special. I ate a lot of burgers, sat around the house, and pretty much wasted away. I guess that a lot ( Read more... )