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Life would be so much easier if I had something to call my own. Or a calling. A purpose? I'm so frustrated.

Truth is, I still see the future in my dreams. hahahahaha.

I either encounter shitty people on a daily basis or I do not see the good in people anymore. What will ultimately make me happy...vengeance or my sanity? I can't surround myself with people who don't appreciate what I do. In reality, the lack of support I get at work makes me support myself. I don't cower like I've used to, so I guess the ( Read more... )

You know, acting like a twelve year old girl is supposed to be easy and the least complicated thing ever. As of lately, this proves to not be the case and almost the complete opposite, especially when trying to explain your childish obsession and fuel the drive that powers that obsession. That's fine though, things are supposed to be complicated ( Read more... )

It's not a family if everyone is in it for their own benefits.

This is me being triumphant in light of everything negative I have ever witnessed in my life. This is me not complying with the teenage norms, this is me being okay with friendships that wither away, this is me not putting anymore in to things than I receive back. This is me finding the medium, the middle, and the match. This is me finding the ( Read more... )

"We all measure our success in time and numbers instead on how we feel. Everyone is too busy planning their success stories instead of focusing on what really counts; the fact that they are successful because of themselves and their choices."

I listen to too much rap lately.
I'm going to buy a HUGE black dildo, just to fuck with my mom.
And then hit her in the face with it.

"you're such a pussy, you never want to stand up for what you believe in because you're scared someone might not like you." he kept on ( Read more... )