right now.. honestly..

i don't want to graduate.
i don't want to go away.
i'm not sick of granada or the people.

the whole separating from everyone thing has made me really grumpy and grouchy. i'm about to lose so many of my friends and i have absolutely no control over it. technically i do.. but in reality i don't.

this is more depressing than ( Read more... )

Wow.. so yeah.. i've had the 3 best days of my life.. Saturday was senior ball, and even tho the DJ sucked, i still had a blast.. i was a little depressed to find out that i can't dance without alcohol in my system.. ya hate to see that happen. I definitely almost cried on the way home thinking about how I'm going to lose touch with all of the ( Read more... )

Today meant a lot to me. Seeing that shit how it actually happens woke me up a little. Our group is really good about always have a sober driver, but still.... shit happens sometimes ( Read more... )

I've decided that i go to the movies waaay to often..
From December 22nd-January 22nd

King Kong (didn't pay for)
Fun with Dick and Jane
Wolf Creek
Family Stone
Hostel
Brokeback Mountain
Match Point (didn't pay for)
..Honestly.. who sees 7 movies in a month? what's even worse is that i only reeeally liked 2 of them (King Kong and Family Stone ( Read more... )

So yes, i was wrong about amazing ( Read more... )

I last left you with ( Read more... )

I really want something AMAZING to happen within the next couple of weeks. It's not that i'm not satisfied with my life right now. Because things are going pretty much well. But i could just really go for something down right spectacular. I need something to look forward to.. something to get me through my days.

So yeah.. get on that.kthanksbye

Lately, I've felt useless and laaazy. I do my homework, I go out with my friends, I work, and I work out, but I still feel like I'm not doing anything important. I haven't filled out 1 college application. And I'm scared to death that I won't get into a good school. I'm scared that college is gonna slap me in the face, because it's nothing like ( Read more... )

This summer has been amazing so far. Pretty much never a dull moment.

I've met and hung out with new people.

We've had our first road trip.

We went cliff jumping for the first time.

I've been to the beach quite a few times.

I've had a party that was not a saugsage fest.

I've turned 17.

Sabina has turned 17.

I've had peach vodka and jello ( Read more... )

Haven't had a reeeal update in quite a while ( Read more... )