i'm helping myself

[oleynik]

i have a knack for disappearing into thin air and it takes a certain amount of magic; magic that i thought was made up of a particular blend of fear and bravery that somehow made it seem right. whenever i've had to do something slightly wrong, i've always had the need to justify it somehow in my brain. call it integrity or denial, but that's how it

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[zdeschanel]

comfort and excitement don't have to be mutually exclusive.

[oleynik]

it's different for everyone i guess.

[zdeschanel]

yeah, i guess.

[oleynik]

strangely enough, we seem to be polar opposites.

[jg_levitt]

this is surprising.

[oleynik]

which part?

[jg_levitt]

pretty much the whole thing, to be honest.

[oleynik]

are you going to give me your actual thoughts or just leave it at this?