i'm not even really sure what i want to say with this ( Read more... )

my favorite part about the fourth has always been the fireworks, there's something about the pounding in my chest that induces a trip only one other thing can compare to.

the element of surprise is quite possibly the greatest gift given to man. everything about being taken by the moment gives me something to live for. even small things that shock only the shallow parts of the mind, like surprise birthday parties, which i throw whenever possible; or the key twist in the third part of the trilogy that dates back to ( Read more... )

i have a knack for disappearing into thin air and it takes a certain amount of magic; magic that i thought was made up of a particular blend of fear and bravery that somehow made it seem right. whenever i've had to do something slightly wrong, i've always had the need to justify it somehow in my brain. call it integrity or denial, but that's how it ( Read more... )

i pride myself on being a relatively strong person, but even with that there is always room for being scared out of my wits and it's the kind of fear that can drive you to victory or downfall in a matter or seconds. few things can make my blood instantly jump - sharks, bridges, electric saws. but i've found that it's the initial fear that develops ( Read more... )

i'm known for my disappearing acts and unpredictability but was hoping that would be part of my charm.