CONGRATULATIONS LUCY WANG ON YOUR WONDERFUL JOB OFFER!!! YOU DESERVE IT!!! :)

I really need Jitterbug Perfume right now. I wish I could just curl up inside that book ... its my warm fleece blanket. Life's going nowhere as usual, but that's ok cause it'll go somewhere eventually, disorder is favorable if that's at least one thing Biochemistry has taught me. It is always darkest before sunrise. I really need a job.

Found out that my cousin died two days ago in a car crash :(((( He was my cousin once removed, so we were not particularly close, but he did make drawings for me that I hung on the walls of my room here at school. Its really hard to look at them now, but also I'm a little grateful because I now appreciate them that much more. He had just gotten ( Read more... )

Enough with the emails, lets just have sex.

But then again, why do I need sex when genetics fucks me every day?

I think I've finally figured out why I resent my roommate. She has just gotten out of a very close relationship - the guy broke up with her over the phone after they've been dating for over two years, and then she learned that he was trying to hook up with other girls while they were together!! (with their mutual friends, no less; the logic of this ( Read more... )

P.S. can't stop thinking of how similar this girl Jessie (one of my roommates' friends) is to my roommate from last semester, Alina. Alina's not Jewish, so maybe its a brunette thing?

Hmph ( Read more... )

Hmm ( Read more... )

Having possibly the worst day I've had this semester ( Read more... )

I hate it how I feel so fucking stifled here. God, I feel like I can't even write this, right now, because my roommate is behind me and I feel like she's gonna turn sideways this very second, look at my screen over my shoulder, read this, and this me a complete loser! Both my roommates have these amazing, established lives, and what am I doing here ( Read more... )