I don't like me much right now.

I'm scared about living on my own next semester. Besides the obvious dillema of whether this is the right thing to do and how my parents will react (I've told them I found an apartment, and they went ballistic; I'm getting a loan for part of the rent and paying the rent in a lump sum for the entire semester so that I wouldn't need to worry about a ( Read more... )

HAPPY JAN 1 everyone ( Read more... )

I know this sounds completely fucked up and really whiney, but I've felt like I don't really have any friends lately. No, scratch that, I've had that feeling all my life. I feel like there are people in my life that I want to get close with, but I can't because they don't let me. And then I fear that I only want to get close to them because there ( Read more... )

I have basically sold my soul to the devil for a bit higher then minimum wage. Here's my work schedule for next week ( Read more... )

This week sucks. I have all my finals this week (with the exception of internship final paper that I got extended till Mon), and I'm hating it. I hate how all of this stress is making me want to eat. Right now, I'm salivating over thoughts of a bowl of cereal. I'm taking diet pills to stay awake and its making me crave chocolate and French toast. ( Read more... )

This week has been a disaster, mostly because of Orgo. First off, the lab coordinator just released the curve for the first half of the course (this is two weeks before the final), and, according to that curve, yours truly, a self-proclaimed Chem genius, has a C. Wel that's fucked. Second off, I got a B minus on the English group paper. Not really ( Read more... )

When you do something nice for another person, the world is supposed to be nice to you, right? To keep everything balanced? Well then why is it when I give a girl from work a ride into Darnestown (and those of you who have driven there at night know that it is no small feat), I get lost on the road in pitch-black darkness and end up somewhere on ( Read more... )

I am anrgy at my boyfriend for putting me under so much pressure. I want to be his girlfriend, but I don't want to also be his best friend and his family. I felt like I was going crazy trying to keep him together. So tonight, I told him. Online. He justified it by saying that the things he said were not entirely true. Ok, fine, understandable. But ( Read more... )

Dropped the Bio class ( Read more... )