holy fuck, gawd, damnit.

[olive]

i feel really wierd these days... i watched a movie last night that really hit me hard with its coolness, and made me feel very ... lonely. i hope for magical things.. i'm ready to face supernatural forces.. i can handle it

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[i_love_water]

I agree.
I'm sorry about this morning.
I hadnt even missed anything.
I hope it didn't affect your mood....

I have to buy a SEPERATE microphone jack....

WHY?!

[madzub]

hey paul, i been thinking about you, wishing you were here when i'm out walking uptown wanting a drink and smoke and someone to share my momentary joy with. but i must warn you; magic ain't real. that's just the crap they teach us as kids and we actually believe it and want to cause it would be beautiful if it did but its synthetic; man invented god and all things supernatural. the only way to get ahead is to do the obvious rational stuff that your dad would tell you to do, just be realistic and get yeer shit together and work as hard as you fucking can toward whatever goal you have, whatever you love. A rich cocky old customer of mine told me the best advice he had was to decide what makes me happy, and put all my effort into that. unfortunately i don't know exactly what makes me happy, do you?