oh right i wuz gunna right sumthin bitchin bowt sheot but nope sted awl say nuthin shit fuck ass fuck fuck you bitchis. fok that.

what's old is new again.  i forget what it was that prompted that but it was a theme earlier today & yesterday.  yo es slightly brain dead due to beer consumption last night.  eggsellent times tho.  I remembered an old plan of mine the other night while watching Band of Gypsys videos on yt, which was to, when i am a little more stable in life in ( Read more... )

It occurred to me in state of deep relaxation this evening that one big reason why i am enjoying work these days is because first thing in the morning I drink an espresso.  then throughout my workday i drink 2 or 3 cans of Cola.  Hence, I am consuming mucho caffeine, and caffeine is a stimulant, and stimulants not only give a person energy so they ( Read more... )

okay okay.  So here I am, living in montreal, working a job, supporting myself, almost afloat financially, barely avoiding the temptation to take up welfare or a disability pension, with lots of ideas of projects to tackle but no resources (ei tools and money) to accomplish them, feeling pretty much exhausted after each day of work, doing nothing ( Read more... )

Woo Hoooo!  I surfed!!!  On my first try nonetheless!!  another childhood dream checked off the ol' To-Do list.

Eureka!!!!   I have pinpointed the moment I lost trust in the world and began my descent into psychosis.  it wasn't the first time i was dropped by my mother.  it wasn't the first time i was abused by my babysitter.  It was that moment I realized they didn't specify how big the scoops are.  tiny scoops?  huge scoops?  two scoops of raisins ain't ( Read more... )

ACT 1 :   ADHD

4 weeks ago, I dropped my folks off at the airport, from where they flew like birds to Italia to get it on with the pope n' shit, and left me here, alone, with their car and house and all its contents at my disposal. For one month I would be living like a king, and so to keep myself in check and prevent myself from falling down the ( Read more... )

Thursday night I got drunk. Quite drunk. I was feeling wired and energized all day, hadn't jacked off in a few days, so I knew I was gonna hit the taps hard. It didn't help that the beer was flat (goes down easy) and I didn't know most of the people i was drinking with. So I don't remember the end of the night, and woke up the next day to find ( Read more... )

the metler returns.

http://www.joerogan.net/albums/roganaudio/Joe_Rogan_Explains_Life_002.mp3

tonight we played an excellent show at the eBar, with magoffin doing sound so it sounded a-mazing. shortly after i informed the band of my plans. Matty seemed to take it the hardest, being like, "no! NO! you're the backbone of this band!" and Owen was all, "you fucking bastard!" and Melissa was like, "Ach! Can I at least have a hug?" and Milosz ( Read more... )