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having horrible thoughts...don't worry i won't kill myself i don't want that much credit...I drove today...it was exciting

i got new glasses...i don't feel that they make me look smart they didn't before ( Read more... )

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OMG so i loved my party will a capital L...I had so much fun i wish sarah and jackie could have come but it conforted me to know that you both were together thinking about me lol hopefully. I had so much fun it was to short but everything went perfectly. I hope everyone had as much fun as i did. THen having all my family after made it even better. ( Read more... )

OMG tomorrow is my birthday...i'm so excited but more stressed then excited. I hope things go well with my party and i hope everyone has a good time i just have so much to do and i feel like i am running out of time.

its like this...

I'm scared really scared but i am just trying to live in right now...but its not like anyone gives a fuck anyways...i need to stop holding it in but if i let it go it won't ever stop.

pretty horrible...
i don't know anymore why do i bother i always end up in the same chair crying the same gay ass tears feelin sorry for my damn self...its all a waste of time.

why did i ever think...

Because there is no true point in trying why should I ( Read more... )