I clear my thought and raise my hand
thoughts run through my mind as they do yours
do we not look to the same sky?
can u not feel its weight.

I don't know to perfectly honest with you but i will let you know when i do.

maybe you should try it..
cause i am sick of being sorry for myself.
I'm sick of wanting more or something...
of feeling sorry
i can feel each pulse
the blood seems to flow thicker in my vains
harder to fake a smile
don't give me that i've changed bullshit
cause maybe i don't have a choice
I have to hide...its almost time

You don’t know me I don’t know me. I lie I cheat I steal and I hate myself. I wish you know me to reject me. …cause I know you would. I feel not good enough…not good enough for me ( Read more... )

I didn't mean to bite his tongue
or to lie to you...
but its that same sillouate(sp)
and nothing more...
atleast his fumbling was trying
atleast he could be there when i cried
when i wanted to feel someone
but your not
and i doubt you ever will be.

so much has been going on in my life lately...I am taking this time to just breathe. I get so tired of crying...my love life is an embarrasment. Church drives me crazy....It makes me feel so wrong, the old ladies ridcule me and make me feel like a lepor.I feel i have lost religion but if they are what religion is i don't want it.I'm so afraid for ( Read more... )

I feel kind of rusty ( Read more... )

idk i'm really happy and calm...
I wish i could have gone to girls night
i so wanted 2 but the movie ran late i feel bad mann...

I'm Sorry

"I'm in love"
Happy now

So FUcking in LOVE <3333

yeah i've def hit bottom

memories of what we use to be
because we use to be a we
instead me being just a she of ur past

i hope that your happy
i hope that your new we is wonderful
i hope that you love and feel and the things i wish we still had