Lies All Addicts Tell Themselves (and You) 11 Months Ago
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Lie #1: I don’tcare about t my life and I don’t care if my addiction kills me.

It’s a sad, low point when an addict believes that life is meaningless. They are so consumed with pain and grief that the depression seems to justify the rampant substance abuse.
This is a vicious cycle: ( Read more... )

Jason=steve jobs
Except more irrational and emotional

Be strong enough to let go and wise enough to wait for what you deserve. Sometimes you have to get knocked down lower than you have ever been to stand up taller than you ever have before. Sometimes your eyes need to be washed by your tears so you can see the possibilities in front of you with a clearer vision again. Don’t settle.

Now that I think about it when Jason would say that he had someone following boosie to see that to make sure that she wasn't like using his personal information. Total b*******. Jason is such a narcissist that he just had to know how this chick was capable of surviving without him. I'm pretty sure she's doing just fine Jason everything he ever said ( Read more... )

I am so grateful that I met someone like him and made it out relatively unscathed.  I colitis hasnt calmed down since I met him. So this marks 1 year of active inflammation.  I am slowly recovering. I really was terrible to my body while dating jason. Great thing is without his influence I havent used. Nor thought about it for that matter. I ( Read more... )

Jason would recall stories and events on how thingshappened. .. shit wouldn't add up.
Jason would use drugs and alcohol to debunk or change the story how he wanted.
I remember reaching out to shelli bc he was starting to make me question my judgment.
Jason is a really really really sick and troubled person.  Who is incapable of happiness in a normal ( Read more... )

All this timeI thought it was an outcast. With my family deep down my friends. But the reality of the matter is I was the one casting myself out.

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