FINALLY THIS WILL BE COMPLETE!! I AM PUMPED I AM READY ( rip these posts. )

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damn ok haven't updated in a while, guess preparing for that + going on vacation would do that to you.

TIME FOR PHOTOS THO!! ( doop doop. )

boy howdy it's been a while since i've updated. not much has changed except med stuff, i got rid of the new one i was taking last time bc surprise surprise, it wasn't working. it also made me binge eat and i felt disgusting every day. madge that i had to add two more to replace that one, but so far it isn't too terrible. still get bouts of anxiety/ ( Read more... )

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bros i've been going thru it w/my brain, my mood has been so unpredictable and it sucks ass. ( trauma dumps my thoughts lol. )

so my follow-up chronic pain appointment never happened. there was a server error where i couldn't get into mychart to access the zoom link, so i called the center to ask if i could let someone know/reschedule but they sent me to the mychart IT department?? then i talked to the guy about the 500 server error for about 25-ish mins, finally was able ( Read more... )

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:( i can't believe mysta is graduating... usually i'm not huge a parasocial andy, but luxiem as a whole really helped me when i was depressed so to see one of them leave is oddly hard. idk man, what are feelings and how do you control them ( Read more... )

woo finally had my rheumatology appointment late last month! while i didn't get any answers she said it was a really good thing i came to see her first, since the chronic pain center usually sends patients there to rule out any other issues. the doctor was so nice too, she took her time to explain things and made sure to remind me that hidden ( Read more... )