I daresay, I think they call this..perspective.

Oftentimes, when playing a videogame, you struggle and struggle through and eventually, finally, amazingly you get this awesome cool weapon or spell or piece of info that makes the game fall into place. Everything becomes easier, bearable, the deus ex machina has come out, the world is good ( Read more... )

a. my mantra has been "life isn't about finding yourself, but making yourself". Im doing realy good with that actually.

b. i got my motorcycle permit today *evil grin*

that is all!

Lying awake in my hospital room ( Read more... )

I find myself soaring through the sky, like in that movie I saw in the 80's.

I have to admit, after every good draft, I find myself holding my breath waiting for the bottom to crash out, and it hasn't happened yet.
If the wind feels good on my face, then why am I so afraid to fly?

...and then I wake up.

so that feeling was apparently my tummy not agreeing with something. i'm still trying to stay aloof of the sickness that plagues our office.

working on volvo to make it well again. i have a friend interested in buying it since his bike died :(

so bored at work right now. aughhh

what is this feeling? i thought i was stronger than this?

hm..i wanted to update here, but then..it feels like i cant type the thoughts out ( Read more... )

on one side, im horribly frustrated with people who arent acting responsibly, and have no clue how much work and liablity goes into planning ( Read more... )

i give you a lame mini post before crashing.

had a blast in sd, and also at edc.
left sd without my i.d. card or bank card.
still function fine without it, but find it hard to order liquor. damn my sexy youthful looks.
met a ton of cool ass people.

but the real moral of this weekend's story was that sometimes, unrequited love isn't so unrequited