im so sad now...
ian's leaving today
and he's coming to pick me up in half an hour
i think its pretty cool that
all his friends are gonna go to the airport w/ us
im gonna be the person crying the hardest
and that really sucks
and im gonna feel akward riding back w/ his mom...
im gonna take tons of pictures of us
before he gets on the plane...
but when i ( Read more... )

you know what
i just
really dont know anymore

BEST
1. Male friend: <3ian<3 and mychal
2. Female friend: adrevica and kim
3. Vacation: umm...idk...ive been on a lot but i dont know which one to consider the best...hong kong was pretty fun!!!

WORST
1. Time of day: 3 in the morning because no one really wants to be up @ 3 unless you are out partying
2. Day of the week: monday
3. Food: umm...idk
4. Memory ( Read more... )

yeah kind of feeling bummed out right now ( Read more... )

10 days till my brother, toms birthday
and 16 days till ian's ibrthday
man i love then both
so much
and i miss them
well right now
i miss my brubber very much
and i know im gonna miss ian
sooo much
i love him
i know im in love
he's that one special guy
he means the whole world too me
aww man i love him
i hate how people treat me
they are always like
your just in ( Read more... )

okay on thursday
<3April 27th 2006<3
its was ian and i's
6 month anniversary!!!
isnt that just so
AWESOME!?!?!
im such a lucky girl
to have found such a 
perfect guy
and i dont ever want him to leave
...
ever
would you guys like to read my poem
i wrote to him!?
he loves it
just as much as i do
okay here you go!

why do you hafta leave me? i dont wan you to go. i ( Read more... )

yes really bored right now
and tired
worked today till 10
with gen!
it was fun
had 3 cups of coffeeand it was good

so just randomly felt like
updating this thing
(no point)
mmm apple gum
mmm mmm mmm
my tummy hurts

so im gonna go to sleep
got work tomorrow
at 10 in ze morning
HAHAHA!!!
i just found wax on my leg!
hahaha!!
rrright

Olive
Soup
Love
<3

god this freaking sucks
i think there is something wrong with me
no one knows except adrevica
thank you for all the support

its back
the feeling
i hate it
i cante believe it
i just cant believe it
what have you done to me
its not my fault
why do you make me feel this way
do this to myself
you dont know anything
stop saying lies
and tell me what you really want to ( Read more... )

( happy 3 month anniversary!!! )

( these songs are awesome )