Never been good at this but here goes ( Read more... )

I'm writing this for you, maybe for me too. Maybe i don't even know why i am writing this. I don't even know what to write. Today sucked obviously.. It hurt too and i know you were trying to make it hurt. I've never seen you that bad before.. and i'm curious to know if that has ever happened, like that, before. Have you ever really hated me for no ( Read more... )

It came to me today during school. For today all i really wanted was to be a frog. Just a frog sitting in a pond. Just sitting there all day in the cool, murky, muddy, water. Just for today though... Just sitting there all day. That'd be really nice i think. Be sitting there in the edge of the water, just so the lower half of my body is in it. Yes ( Read more... )

I guess i should update this. Maybe i will write in it more often... I don't know. I'll be honest, i'm afraid of these things. I have a lot of insecurity about letting out my feelings and having other see them, or see the inside me. Not that hte inside me is bad or anything, or i'm being fake on the outside, it's just that i don't show a lot? I'm ( Read more... )

"O think'st thou we shall ever meet again?"

"I doubt it not; and all these woes shall serve
For sweet discourses in our time to come."

-Well done Luke! You've just probably fucked up the best thing you'll ever have in your entire life!! How's that feeling for ya ( Read more... )

Well, i havn't updated this thing in sometime. So maybe i shall. Yes, tahdah? I am bored.. and nothing to do.. so i shall do this then. Well piss on a poodle and call it a snowcone... I don't know...

Thought things were going really good, but now i'm not sure which emotion to be. I can handle this, but it's just going to suck some.. Can't ever do anything without causing harm... and to the people i care most of to top it all off ( Read more... )

Fuck it..

Has been sometime since i've updated this. Not much to say really.. Oh, i did get the new Harry Potter book ^_^ Twas a good 'un... Cept he died! T_T ..(won't say who incase anyone reading this [Ha! Yeah right..] doesn't want to know.) Cannot wait for the 7th year. Just gotta wait...oooh 3 or 4 more years probably -.-.. Oooh! More good news! My ( Read more... )