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While I was eating lunch Harold was in the break room. We exchanged some conversation. And then at one point he asked, "What does that mean?" --in reference to something someone else had said. Then he kept asking the same question but about other things, just to be funny:

I haven't written in here in forever. I am not sure if I will ever write a real entry again.
I lost my hard drive. It is depressing, but not overly-depressing. I will get over it.
I have a crush on someone who is 19 years older than myself. This is not allowed, I think.

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To pray you open your whole self ( Read more... )

For my final project in my studio art class "Imaging from Culture" I am working on an interactive piece that requires participation from a number of different individuals. It is a poll/questionnaire of sorts ( Read more... )

I'm going to update. Only, I'm going to update after the semester ends. I have too much to do and think about right now. Too much to figure out and too much to complete.

And suddenly I heard them cry aloud as they beat, "We are seeking! - we are seeking! - we are seeking!" and the broken barrel organ at the street corner sobbed, "The ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm continually losing myself. It's a horrible feeling ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I last wrote. Too long. In fact, I haven't even written since returning to MICA. I felt like that it would be startling to be back here. But really, the shock and strangeness of it all only lasted less than a week. The Netherlands seems so distanced from me; at times it doesn't even feel like it happened. But I know it ( Read more... )

Nightly, I have been having dreams where I have been on a mission. Several of them involved me tracking down or escaping a murderer. I think these murderer-themed dreams are inspired by the marathons and marathons of all three Law & Orders I have been watching. I'm not sure if it is healthy. One of them took place in my new apartment for the ( Read more... )