Hola, everbody. It's been a while sence ive updated..... so here it go's. Every thing been going pretty damn good. i have a lot of cool new shit that i'm paying off....and that makes me happy. The coolest thing is my new guitar and amp. They are so far beyond cool that i almost cum when i think about it.(i'm twisted what can i say ( Read more... )

Long time no update...... hisng are going so great its awesome. I have my truck, wich runs, is taged and insured and every thing. Im moving into my apartment tomarow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay. I have a absalutly bitchin new sound system, and of corse my new cell phone. This like totaly be the best week EVER. Now if i only had some where to go.... lol, i ( Read more... )

I finaly realized how random and stupid my decisions over the last few months have been. I can understand why people have been telling me im crazy. Seems like im must be. Nothing i have done have made sence, at all. Theres no motavation or forthought behind them. I dont know what happend, but now I have to deal with all the shit that ive fucked up ( Read more... )

so i have like a 700$ ticket i have to pay. that sucks. My tounge feels mucho good now though. i think i look hot with a toungs stud. i shaved my head. i dont realy know what to say. ive been trying to get into a better mood latley. ive been trying very very hard. but i just cant do it. theres to much for me to handle, and my anger is like sky ( Read more... )

OMG no one thought i would do it, but i was so depressed that i got my toung pierced.(wasted effort to cheer me up but w/e) it looks good though so im pretty happy ( Read more... )

well i thought what pain was till last night. im not going to go into it but it was the single most painfull experience of my life. it was my fault though, im to stupid to realize how things are. i guess i was just trying to cling to the thought of some one else out there loving me. i had hoped that was somthing special, and that i could get her ( Read more... )

ok ive decided to write another long entry in one day. the reasons being.......... sweet sweet maryjane. Well the day started after i e mailed kris and told her that i was in a pit and see if she would hang with me. my logic is who could i talk to more openly than the girl i was in love with ( Read more... )

ok now its time or that long entery that i said i would write. Well my life has been well, for lack of a ( Read more... )

Well..... hi people. This should come as no surprize..... im so depressed. I dont think i have ever felt more alone or sad ever. I feel like im an outcast from the norms. I realy dont know what to do. Its just gotten worse sence the car accedent, that i caused. I dont know what im going to do. I realy wish i could get hit by a bus. id feel a lot ( Read more... )

Hey hey. Its been a wile sence i last updated. Work is going good. I love haveing money SO much. Ive been buying clothes and food and stuff..... and still saving some :P. OMG my cousin is selling my a bad ass Les Paul guitar for $400. I was like OMG GIMME ( Read more... )