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life
well things have gotten a little better. liz and i have semi worked things out enough to be friends. and my finacial situation has improved. but when ever you have a lot of time to think you realize some things. like i didnt realize before how much i hate my self. i have some pretty bad self destructive feelings. but what do you do when the person ( Read more... ) -
Trust
Trust, never trust anyone. No matter how manny times they say I love you, or how they want you to know how in love with you they are, there not. You will think that the feelings where recipricated, only to be let known that your to close. Your just another stepping stone in the eyes of people you care for. I wont ever make that mistake again ( Read more... ) -
a new year
so the last few days have totaly made up for for the horible day in the past. kyle and myself have been joined at the hip it seems. so kyle got here on thursday the 28th, and we got together on friday. we got pretty drunk. then on saterday nikeesha's mom thru a new-year themed party. ton and tons of middle aged lezbians, i swear i havent had so ( Read more... ) -
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sooo...... let me explain what that other 80% was. so on christmas, some one went through the back windows of my truck and stole my uncle's power tools. then later that night i almost got arrested, i was driving with a friend of mine and we got pulled over....... turns out my "friend" stole the car. i got lucky and the cops let me go.then the day ( Read more... ) -
Long time no post.
Well, i'm back. I have come back to l.j. and will be updating on weekly basis ( Read more... ) -
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so as it turns out i overdrew my acount 3 times in calli. meh. 3 charges for $5. it came out to $162. 0_o. twisted bank logic. meh. but on good news i got 2 checks this week and a gas check so i got $750. so it all worked out ( Read more... ) -
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So I said I would update more often..... so here it go's. Well right now im sitting on a beach in San Diego stealing someones wifi, and i thought to my self what a great time to update. I dont think i want to go back to tucson. i love the beach, in fact i think we where ment to be together ( Read more... ) -
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Hello!!!! I dont know if any one reads this but w/e. So i have a new g/f. Her me is Liz. she is so special to me. so much is going on right now its crazy. the first most exciting this is that im starting college. yay!!!! i think im going to go for a degree in computer tech. second thing is liz gave me a second hand laptop. its a couple years old ( Read more... ) -
Journal Restart
Hi there. It has been a while between posts..... but I am tottal going to be posting on the reg again ( Read more... )