original post date 9/1/2010 ( Read more... )

the one thing i find most fascinating about this life is the opportunity every day to turn it all around. powerless is not a sentiment i often feel yet i am my most difficult hurdle to over come, and in effect... powerless. why is that ( Read more... )

there is a new concept in my life all a flutter. it is so new to me and so unimaginable... there seems no end to exploring what it is to be ... in love with love. i find that exploring so deeply into emotions is a huge gamble... one worth taking and quite the thrill. but there is the gamble you take with certainty and then the one you take without ( Read more... )

the will and urge to wright has once again returned to my blood... the shape i want my return to an online journal presence to be i have not yet decided... so not only did i get back my burning desire to write... but also a bit of writers block... i know it will be upbeat... more to come...

it has been almost 2 years since i have felt the presence of my self made home. san francisco... how i fucking miss thee ( Read more... )

the year is off to a great start. more expansive thought in the days to come about what is going on exactly but first i thought i would share some pics taken on my last days here in sf. in a slide show form i give you the pics i took today while i was out running errands. SF was blessed with summer like weather today ... the likes of which i had ( Read more... )

... i have news. there are those of us that never see ourselves as truly able to be tamed by the modern definition of what it is to be in a relationship, and rightfully so. that meaning keeps changing. i find that those able to find love, or a situation that closely resembles it, are the most adaptable and receptive of us. for people like me and ( Read more... )

when you cant hold it in... when you can not find that place inside you where you keep all your strength... when you just realize its okay to give in... and cry... thats when you know you are leaving some place you truly love and will always belong ( Read more... )

on the hottest day i have ever seen in san francisco, a 90 degree sunny weather day, i find it fitting the that california supreme court has legalized same sex marriage ( Read more... )

the mission continues to grow on me. this past weekend, on a morning walk with my boo, joseles and i wandered past a beautiful taqueria on bryant street. the accents were typical of the kind you would find in the mission, only they were so well crafted, and beautifully maintained, that i was stunned as to how authentic the place looked. this is the ( Read more... )