So,  It has been quite some time since I posted here, and it is also the end of both another year & another decade. I can't say that I saw myself in this place I am in now, when both these times began. So I decided it was aboot time that I put something down here for me to look back on in days far off in the future. So, here it goes.......

( Warning: Depressing Post Ahead!!! )

So, I know that I haven't posted anything in almost 2 years. There is a good reason for that, I suppose. I just ran out of good things to write aboot at that time, and didn't feel the need to continue to bore you all with meaningless blather & pathetic whining. Alot has changed in my life since that time, and frankly, I have changed as well. I ( Read more... )

Blah.......................................................So, I tried to post most of this stuff like last week, but when I tried to actually spell check my work, It destroyed all 2 hours or so of my post. Needless to say, I was beyond pissed. It didn't help that I had been up for nearly 24 hours by that point. I sincearly apologize for the length ( Read more... )

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Breathing from a hole in my lung
I had no one
But faces in front of me
Racing through the void in my head
To find traces of a good luck academy

Sparks ignite and trade them for thought
About no one
And nothing in particular
Washed the sickened socket and drove
Resent nothing
There's good will inside of me

Wake me ( Read more... )

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pull the ripchord
the ship has lost its sail
your mama's got a new man
your daddy always fails
and you're eating again
at them
'cause nobody loves you

and even fancy things
have finally lost their charm
wine and diamond rings
they never get you anymore
you're sleeping again
alone
'cause nobody loves you

oooh
they should have seen you
should have known you
should ( Read more... )

Blah...............................So the past few weeks have been literally a blur. I have just kind of been an emotional wreck, trying everything to keep it all together. I just don't really know what's going on with me anymore. One minute I'm working or focused on something, but  I slow down for any amount of time, A wave of depression washes ( Read more... )

......................So, It would seem that I only ever post anymore when someone dies. With this as an opening, I can only hope that no one else makes an "Exit" before I finish this post.

So, Late Yesterday Afternoon, My Uncle Frank passed away. From everything that I've been told, he was at his Dialysis Session, and there was some complications ( Read more... )

Well, For those of you who have been commenting on when I was going to actually return to my LJ, & post again, I hope your all happy. It has taken the Death of two of my favorite men in this life to get me here, But here's my Post. For what it's worth. Yes, If you didn't know, Earlier today, Both James E. Faust & Tony Wilson died. It is quite a sad ( Read more... )

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Alright, I know that a few of you out there have been worried about the fact that I haven't posted anything in quite some time. I am sorry, I have just been really depressed with my life in general, and the current "state of my nation". I kind of wanted to post something about what has been ( Read more... )

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