...but I love how I can't go back and set all the old entries to Friend-Only without signing up for a paid account. Well, I could do it manually, but considering I have 1950 entries before this one (holy shit!), that uhhh would be a pain in the ass ( Read more... )

USPS tried to deliver my response from Sophia today ( Read more... )

so uhh, I'm thinking about cutting my hair ( Read more... )

I feel sick a lot less often these days, I guess the whole exercise and eating healthy is to blame for that ( Read more... )

I constantly hear the advice, "Always take the opportunity to give sincere compliments whenever possible," but I just always feel too awkward to do such. It doesn't help that so many people feel the need to assume context to every statement a person makes, and assume some kind of ulterior motive, or that the compliment is sarcastic or backhanded in ( Read more... )

It kinda scares me how quickly things change. It's been a year, in ways "only a year," in ways, "a whole year," if that makes sense. In that year, I've completely fallen apart, rebuilt myself, fallen apart again, rebuilt myself again, and now walk a tightrope over mental breakdown, keeping my spirits high even though some days I just want to take a ( Read more... )

So I had fun at Ursinus, but, I don't think I plan on really ever returning. I mean, I'm going back for graduation, and I may stop by to visit people during summer fellows this summer, but, it's really just... too weird to be back. So many faces I don't recognize, and the whole campus seems so much more empty for some reason, it just makes me ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've felt this focused or driven on something, and I don't think I've ever been so focused on a goal that that sheer determination managed to destroy many other obstacles and doubts, completely unrelated ones, gathering dust and cobwebs in my mind ( Read more... )

I never noticed how beautiful dogwood trees are before. I don't think I ever even noticed dogwood trees before, at all. This makes me feel pretty terrible... but, better late than never. I'm assured they've been growing around here since long before I was born, and they aren't sudden new plantings or anything. Hrm ( Read more... )

Today I was set free.

It's a weird feeling, but it makes sense. It's like... a twinge of longing, that you only just barely feel. A memory you miss, but you don't know why, since you don't know what the memory even was.

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Though on a totally separate side note, the rest of the day conspired to anger me greatly. It only marginally succeeded