Can someone please just tell me what to do?

I wish I didn't feel so sad and so alone all the time.

I love the drive home from school, but hate it all the same.  The infinite rolling hills and odd patches of cows between the small towns are so calming to observe.  It seems that even when you are nervous or worn-out, just watching the drive is so settling.  I wish that I could have grown up in one of those small towns where no one cares about name ( Read more... )

I'm going home soon.  I'm pretty excited!

I'm so confused about what to do.

So, essentially, I hardly accomplished anything this summer and it kills me.  I didn't really get to see a lot of the people I needed to see, I didn't save up enough money for school, I didn't lose a single pound, and I didn't see enough of my family.  I'm so mad at myself.  It seems as though I am working everyday, but making no money.  In ( Read more... )

Graduation is tomorrow!  Yay!

High school is almost over.  Finally.

I'm so frustrated with everything right now.  I can't focus on anything nor can I sleep.  I just can't believe everything is falling apart; every effort I have to correct my problems comes crashing down even harder than the problem itself.  Wow.

wow, i need to study for calculus.  crap.